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this song is superb... just wanna share with u guys the lyrics and i would like to dedicate the song to mr.A "Issues" Oh yeah Sometimes, I feel like I'm going out of my mind Boy the way you do me it's a damn crime And you smile at me and it's alright With you there ain't no in-between Every time that I walk out the door Tell myself I won't take it no more There's a part of me that won't let you go Keep saying yes while my minds saying no Me and my heart we got issues Don't know if I should hate you or miss you Damn I wish that I could resist you Can't decide if I should leave you or kiss you Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues We got issues, issues, issues It's so hard, boy you left me hanging for so long You empty out my love until it's all gone You change the words but still is that the same song I'm tired of the melody Change my number and throw out your clothes But my feeling for you it still shows I keep building ...

dear diary.... i cant wait to finish the exam and back to kl... this 10th May he's going back to his country so i will send him to the airport,i was so touching by him because he willing to delay his flight ticket which suposely on 7th May (my last paper exam) just to meet me before he back to his home country bt actuly he already finish his exam today.. i know im gonna miss him a lot eventhough he just my history but he treat (dah btulkn spelling eror) me so good and give me so many unforgetable memories... p/s : thanxforbeingsuchagudfrenhubby.... i miss mr.A so much :(

no more tears 4 him!! p/s : iloveu

dear diary.... sorry diary,dis week was a really bz week for me dats y i cant updating u 4 somtime...damnn im sooo tired! can u imagine i've got report submission due date, test, presentation n plus dis weekn i've got semina r that compulsory for me to attend it...fuhhhh (giler la beb) there's 1 day when i've got global marketing subject presentation on d next da, i didnt even sleep from the nite until 5p.m after d presentation plus ive got nite clas on dat day (slalunyer slambe je aku ponteng tp dsebabkn lame dh xketemu ngn en.syed yg comeyy terpakse la pg) ahakss... ^_~ poyos pdahal name dh up hahaha even i jz cme to see my fren do the presentation but it was absolutely worth it bcoz their preparation 4 d presentation was really cool n tip top! got free meal 4 diner also...aishh i likee! hehehe (suspek la babe!)...however my presentation 4 GM was not really bad and worth it also coz got complimentation from the lecturer...heeee ^_~ wink because of my 'busy-ness...

dear diary.... 'NAFSU' if u guys heard about dis word wat cme cross to ur mind?...most of d people maybe think about sex desire straight away,tp kite semua tahu 'nafsu' bukan hanya limited and spesifik ke sexual desire kan...other than sexual desire kite juga ade nafsu makan, nafsu marah n even nafsu bershopping...recently i cant control major of the nafsu, guest wat it is??? .... aippp jgn pk bukan2 dulu huhu nafsu marah n nafsu makan la bukan nafsu lain hokeyyy... ^_~ cite psl nafsu makan ramai yg tau lebih kurang 2 bulan lepas i was so motivated n enthuasiated in losing my weight but curently dat spirit had been gone slowly time after time...aisshhh i dun know y dis happen,mungkin kerana faktor kesibukan ku yg byk esemen n test lately so xde time nak g jogging kah ? o maybe jugak effect dr'melancong' kah? coz balek dari trip2 tula aku dah start berselara balek ni yela kt tmpt org mkn mcm2,xtry rugi kan.... wuaaaaaa n semalam aku baru lepas timbang m...

dear diary.... t adi aku ade ym dengan cik zety(ma close fren), pelbagai cite telah j a di b a ha n kami tak kire kaler, 'kuning', 'biru' , ijau pink semua ade (hehe) tp dl m r ancak kami berbual tadi aku der tersebut name ex boy aku yg bername ahmad ni me mbu atka n semua memori daun pisang aku dgn dia terimbas kembali so tercetus la idea aku nak op en cite tentang die, relation yg pernah jd kontrobe rsi dan tanda tanye dikalangan kwn2 rapat aku.. aku ken al dg n ahmad ni lama dh since aku kat kolej dulu lg n dia plak s til lagi under basic co u r s e e nglish language dekat british council so kalau sampai ari ini kami dah kawan alm os t 3 years kot ...dia asl dr yemen 1st time aku jumpe dia ialah dekat UIA, time kat kole j aku memang suke study kat library UIA bile tiba musim exam (mcm student uia la kunun hehe) disitu la aku kenal ahmad yg masa tu dia dtg untuk lepak dgn kwn dia yg belajar kat situ...eventhough kitorg ade tuka no pon and email tp after 1st time...

dear diary.... i miss u so much la diary...aku bz lately ni dgn final exam sbb tu lame dh x bloging..alhamdulilah arini ari las paper exam aku,xsabar aku nk balek kl dan bercuti..hehe walaupun begitu aku xder la happy sgt cuti nih sbb otak aku dok pk byk perkare yg aku stil dlm dilema antaranyer tempoh pengajian aku di uitm nih,dilema nak potong rambut ke nk biarkn pjg jer,dilema ape rancangan ku di waktu cuti nih dan dilema rumah tange(wahhh gtu haha) dan ditambah lg rumate aku ader 4org nk pndah umah, sbb dorg dh praktikal next sem,sedihhhnyer...wawawa even ktorg ni len klas tp dorg mmg baek ngn aku n ktorg kenal since aku 1st sem lg kat segamat nih,nanti ak mesti rindu dkt ayin yg selalu nengok tb smpi pg ngn aku, faizin yg sokmo study kt katil dier ngn mulut becok die bile bercrite n kecik yg alarm bunyi bagai nk rak walaupon aku tido mati tp stil aku pon leh terjage dgn bunyinyer..huhu...aku mesti rindu semua tuh..wawawa aku takut jer rumate baru aku nt xsekepale ermm noha n naza ...

dear diary....

dear diary.... last night im not sleeping at all...im doing my asigment and preparation for my presentation...owhhh im so tired rite now...yesterday i have class til 5p.m then i had netball training til 7p.m..i start doing my asigment at 8.30p.m at oldtaste with emran and izatty..we stay for discussion til 11p.m then i move back to my home bcoz the environment getting noisy and i cant concentrate..when back to my home i take a rest for a while then continue doing my asignment until dis morning...i stay up alone las night even though actuly im quite scared(of gost..kihkihkih)i dun bother las nite...and dis morning, my clas start at 8p.m...huhuhu...dis is wat u got when u doing things las minit...kihkihkih(procastination)